At night I set my QQ visible. My cousin who I haven’t talked with for a long time was still there. We chatted a little bit. He asked about my future plan, just like other relatives that I met in QQ occasionally. I always replied with uncertainty.

For the words he said, I have the same feelings that other relatives gave me. They tend to hope me stay abroad after I graduate. To live in a foreign developed country, to have the stable salary and a comfortable life, is much better than to go back home, work over-time and over-time, struggle for a house in a big city. And later after I settle down, my family and others may have chance to follow and move abroad too.

I don’t want to be critical for this sort of opinion. Actually it’s quite typical and common. They think that live abroad must be better because of the higher salary and the friendly environment.

However, I am not that kind of person for sure. I won’t stay in a place only for the money or the stable life, at least not for the moment when I still have the freedom to make my choice. So forget all about the damn future. I just want to experience more and do what I want to do. I am grateful that my parents let me make my own choice.

I am on the road.